30....

I wish that I had more of the things that really matter in life
I wish I had meaningful relationships
I wish I had a dream
I wish I had plans
I wish I had a direction
I wish that I knew where I wanted to be...
at least then there would be a chance in hell that I would get there.

I need to find a way to make these things happen
and wish I wasn't so scared to try

People tend to continue to do what they have always done because even if they hate it they know what to expect... and I hate that because I don't like what I'm doing

I don't want to look back on my life and feel so unfulfilled

I don't want to be where I am now at 40